TODAY´S DREAM

Today I saw the dream that I was a male gay person. I became shocked that I am behaving like a female. I have seen changes on me .l wanted to hangout with girls and wanted to have lifestyles of girl. Slowly I saw hated, discrimination by my parents, community, friends and teachers because I am different person than them and I did not have specific identity. There was no space and respect for me so I felt irritated, hated myself. I was upgrading my class and finished my high school. Now I need to join university. When I went they didn’t allow me to give me admission. I got depressed , frustrated and I thought I should not live my life like a hell. Negatives thought came in my mind. I closed my eyes and listen my heart. My heart says don´t be selfish because there are many persons like you. If you die there will be more disrespect for you. I need to move forward a d look for my rights and prove the society that I am transgender I have done this work. I started to research about the rights and existing problems to solve it. Mainly I used social media and I got 25000 followers who gave me more motivation and inspiration .so that I can work more for it.

When I woke up male gay disappear and came in real situation. Though I am not gay, I find encourage myself to do something for them from today´s session. There is my one gay sister when I back to community I will discuss on this issue more and more. So that we together can find solution.

I would like to give more thankful to Aditi sister who made me realized that there are many problems still to solve and made me also realized that to look them and to be in their place are different things. When we look them we didn’t find anything difficulties and when we be in their place we can find many obstacles on our way.